Consciously Attentive Awareness.

What can be found must first be lost. Consciously attentive of my awareness. Consciously aware of my attention. Attentively aware of my consciousness. Aware of my conscious attention.

I’ve lost my mind, won’t you join me? I’ve given up on my knowledge, for this itself is an opinion of my state of being. Heh… “State of being” - That’s a cheeky phrase. As if lions have varying states of being. Hungry? Perhaps. Sleepy? Possibly. Being a lion? Always.

For if lions are always lions, why do we lie to ourselves looking for another “State of being”/”State of consciousness”? Humans are equal parts life, and life being lived, just as lions. The line gets blurred when attempting to draw it. When does life give part of itself up to be lived?

It needs not give itself up to live, but only to oneself. Consciously deciding to live a life is like sitting on both sides of the see-saw at the same time. As one side goes up, the other comes down. There is no one side greater than the other, rather a simple exchange of momentum.

Do not unplug - plug in. Connect to the essence that has driven you this far. The fact that you still look because you THINK you are lost. From whom? From what are you disconnected from? Why is the feeling of hopelessness creeping over you? Seperate from…?

When there is nothing left but yourself, let yourself go to your own embrace. I cannot hold you, but you can.