Shouldn't Write This

I shouldn’t have another drink.

I shouldn’t leave this note. I shouldn’t send this text. I shouldn’t say that. I shouldn’t do this.

I can’t go through with this. I can’t believe that happened. I can’t figure this out. I don’t want to go on. I don’t want anything else. I don’t know what to do.

I believe in me. I believe I can do this. I believe this is achievable. I love my body. I love who I am. I love my ability.

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Still typing. At this point, I don’t know what the point is besides making a point (which is quite poignant).

The joy of anything I’ve found is to be doing it. What is my success but another’s frustration? So, as something which gives a keystroke for rewards;

• I am awarded.

For anyone as a reader, I hope you get what is best.